Chapter Twenty Seven

tapos bigla na lang syang kumanta after a long silence between us, an old yet familiar song

“going back to the corner where I first saw you.. gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I'm not gonna move.. got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand, saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am.. some try to hand me money they don't understand, I'm not broke, I'm just a broken hearted man..
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do, how can I move on when I’m still in love with you?..” then she stopped, she looked at me.. as if she’s asking me something

“what?” I asked
“anong what?! hindi mo ba narinig yung kinanta ko?”
“narinig..”
“and?? anong reaction mo??”
“o_O ano bang?.. magaling ka kumanta! alam nating pareho yun”
“urgh! you‘re so slow!!” bigla na lang nyang bulyaw saken
“ano ba kasi yun?!”
“hay naku!! I‘ll repeat it.. but you have to listen damn carefully!! urgh!!”
“fine fine, just do it..” iritado kong sagot, di ko naman talaga kasi maintindihan, lumilipad kaya isip ko pabalik ng Pinas.. =_=

“ … some try to hand me money they don't understand, I'm not broke, I'm just a broken hearted man.. I know it makes no sense,  but what else can I do, how can I move on when I’m still in love with you?..”

I processed the lyrics on my mind.. now I get it.. I’m a broken hearted man; me staying here in Korean doesn’t make sense; and lastly how can I move on when I’m still madly, deeply in love with Len? without her knowing of course =_=

“you get it now?” tanong nya saken, tapos tumango lang ako
“I‘ll sing you another song.. listen to it very carefully cause I won‘t repeat this one.. the whole song somehow defies you.. and your situation.. although we both know that you and ate Len, weren‘t really been together.. I think you better listen to get what I mean”

as we watch the sun setting, she started to sing..

[tinatamad na ako magtype ng lyrics, sayang din typing space.. haha, panuorin nyo na lang po itong video, andyan na din yung lyrics.. syempre imagine nyo na lang na babae yan at si Yuri yung kumakanta.. haha, may pinaghiraman ako ng boses ni Yuri.. maririnig nyo sya sa last chapter ;)


kung gusto nyo din po pala marinig ng buo yung unang kanta sa chapter na to, scroll down na lang po sa baba.. hehe ;)]

Break even by The Script

Credits to the owner of the video


at eto na naman po tayo sa mga manunuod
kahit kailan talaga tong si Yuri, agaw atensyon eh..
tumayo sya tapos nag bow.. wokey, parang artista lang..
tapos nagpalakpakan naman yung mga tao
ang weird talaga nila dito.. =_=

umupo na uli sya sa tabi ko

“sorry about that” sabi nya sabay kamot sa ulo
“buti naman naisip mong gusto ko ng privacy”
“kaya nga sorry na eh”
“okay, okay.. hey, can I ask you a favor?” tanong ko, may naalala kasi ako bigla
tapos makikita mo agad sa facial expression nya na nagtataka sya

“what kind of favor?”


Len’s POV

“gusto mo ba akong patabain?” tanong ko kay Don nung nakita kong inilabas nya yung mga pagkain namin

“I just want you to be healthy”
“sigurado ka bang yun lang? hindi ka yung witch sa Hansel and Gretel? na patatabain sila tapos kakainin?!”

tumawa sya..
yeah, although I don’t love him the way he does to me
I still want to make him happy, even by means of the smallest things I could do for him

I looked at him after he laughed

“are you sure you want to marry me?” tanong ko sa kanya
tapos agad nag fade yung ngiti nya
“what do you mean?”
“I mean, is it enough that I make you laugh?”

tinitignan nya lang ako sa mata
I know he’s reading me
but I also know he won’t be able to..
I’ve mastered how to hide whatever I feel..

it’s a good thing, yet a bad thing to master..
good because I can hide to him what I feel about him
and bad, because I hid what I felt for Jay..

after a long silence between us..

“don‘t you love me?” tanong nya
I saw a pleading eyes, with a little hint of pain in it
I slightly looked away
“what? what kind of question is that?” tanong ko

tumungo sya, nag-iisip?.. I don’t know, hindi ko na din sya mabasa..

“you’ve --”

*ring ring.. ring ring..*

“Hello?” sagot nya
“……”
“yeah she‘s with me why?” ako ba tinutukoy nya?
“……”
“okay, we’ll be there..”
“……”
“bye couz..” lumiwalas bigla mukha ko, couz? could it be.. ???

“sino yun?” tanong ko
“’twas Keith” ooww, si Keith  pala.. akala ko si Jay na.. T_=
“aah, ano sabi nya?”
“umm, I‘m not really sure.. but lets just go there”
“ah, okay sure.. sa inyo ba?”
“yup. lets go” tapos tumayo na sya

tatayo na din sana ako pero inabot nya saken yung kamay nya
humawak na ako tapos hinatak nya ako patayo

inakbayan nya ako habang naglalakad pabalik sa kotse nya

“I still love you though” narinig kong bulong nya
tinignan ko sya bigla, what does he mean?

nung nasa daan na kami, may bigla akong naalala
“wait.. I forgot!! di ba birthday ni Dianne ngayon?”
“yup, I think that is what Keith was talking about earlier?”
“bat ba hindi ka sigurado?” tanong ko sa kanya
“I wasn‘t really paying attention to what she was saying”
“huh? bakit naman?”
“I was busy looking at you” sagot nya

para akong dinaluyan ng kuryente
nakita nya kaya yung reaction ko nung tinawag nya si Keith na ‘couz’
if he did.. then nice one Len, you just blew it..

“wala pa akong gift kay Dianne” I changed the topic
“I think Keith already took care of those”
“talaga?  hmm, ano kaya yun?” tapos tumhimik na ako..

ayoko na magsalita.. feeling ako pag nasalita pa ako mahuhuli na ako ni Don
tahimik lang kami buong byahe..
this is unusual to him for sure kasi hindi naman ako ganito dati pag nasa loob ng kotse nya
I usually do things to let the time pass by, pero ngayon wala, as in wala..

pagdating namin sa bahay nila sinalubong kami ni Keith

“Leeeeennn!! I miss you” sabi nya saken sabay yakap
“I miss you too Keith, kamusta ka na?” tanong ko

“okay lang naman ako, I assume okay ka din dahil as always ang ganda mo padin” sabi nya ngumiti ako..

none of our friends knows about our upcoming wedding.. ayaw pang ipasabi ni Don, saka na daw, a week or so bago yung kasal.. it will be a solemn wedding, close friends and relatives lang ang invited

“Keith, birthday ni Dianne diba? anong plano?” tanong ko sa kanya habang papasok kami sa bahay nila
ngayon na lang uli ako nakapasok dito, since nung nag propose sakin si Don

iginala ko yung paningin ko sa loob ng bahay nila, may nakita akong picture shelf.. family picture nila, yung mommy at daddy nila, sila Keith at Jay, sila Jay at Don, si Don at Keith, solo pictures nila, picture ng barkada namin, tapos mga solo pictures ng barkada.. pero mas nagulat ako kasi halos sunod sunod, may picture ako na kasama ko si Keith, si Don tapos si Jay.. agad ko nang inalis yung tingin ko sa picture namin ni Jay..

pumupitik padin sa dibdib ko yung mga nangyayari..
pano kaya pag natuloy yung kasal namin ni Don?
ibig sabihin magiging mag pinsan na din kami ni Jay?
parang.. ang weird naman sa pakiramdam nun

… sa tingin ko dapat ko nang kalimutan si Jay
dapat mahalin ko na uli si Don cause I will marry him soon right?
dapat lang mgaing fair ako sa nararamdaman nya para sakin.. pero, kaya ko kaya?
e, halos araw araw si Jay ang naiisip ko, pag gising pa lang sa umaga Jay na agad.. =_=

The man who can't be moved by The Script

credits to YouTube

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A/C

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